it's just my first entry

I stop writing blogs when I went to the boarding schools as I dont have that much time to write and sit in front of the laptop. I stop care about my feelings. I stop seeing colours in my life. I no longer see the sparks coming whenever something I'm passionate about came and cross my mind. I stop dreaming since then. That is the last time I remember I speak my mind, I show myself to the world. I never found that version of me again.

I stop talking to my sister every night bcs we're already apart from each other. I'm apart from my family, my childhood. I really miss those days in the primary school. Never did i know, the thing that made me change. That one thing that changes everything about me. That makes me what I am right now.

I never realized, until I had this dream, about a person, who is responsible for what had happened to me.